I want to write a freakin’ blog.
I want to write a blog. I have so many things to express but I do not know where to start. I tried to see if I needed help conveying what was inside, so I held a dictionary. All that did was make me search aimlessly for words that had nothing to do with what was dwelling in my mind. I tried yet another method and read other blogs to see if they would work as a template for me to get a start but there it was again; that distraction in “help” clothing. I’m trying to get out the words but I just can’t. I’m trying to blog about how I feel. I wonder if it’s because I don’t know what to say or is it that I don’t really want to say. One thing I do know, maybe I didn’t express what I really had inside but I did get to write a blog. This blog. This boring asparagus blog.
Valentines day worries
I think it is funny how people stress so much over Valentines day. They stress how they are lonely. This also shows how desperate one can be. You’re alone before it even came and you’re still alone after. All this holiday does is help you amplify this truth. It isn’t really worth the time. How about thinking about how much love you already have around you? How about showing the love to those who have always been there? Better yet how about doing this everyday and not just on Valentines day. It’s also sad how one gives love, shows appreciation and affection the most on this day. Aren’t the ones around you worth receieving your love EVERDAY? It’s upsetting how everyone doesn’t want to be lonely but only decides to show appreciation for another only on this day. Isn’t that selfish?
